It's that one point where you aren't gonna give up, but at the same time, you know you've done everything within your power. Yet, it still does not come to fruition. Resignation is being condemned, it's being tired, it's being jaded.

Despite feeling that way, I still feel lost. I don't deny the obvious, neither do I live in my own delusions. That said, I just don't know what to do, or how to do it anymore. I am just left with a million and one thoughts, assumptions, possibilities but no solution.

Dead amongst the living, I wander. And wonder...