
It's mid-term break week. And here I am, greeting it with a mix of relief and sorrow.
Mid terms were a fiasco. No other way to put it. BGS was totally my fault, I thought I could come up with some arguments being 50% prepared, but when the paper actually asked for factual information, I kinda died. Mad rush to google and read up more, but to no avail. I think my paper is a patchwork of paragraphs (YES WHOLE CHUNKS) copied off the readings, and chunks that I copied off Google. Crap. Seriously. Well, somehow screwing it towards the end and mousehunt-ing and fb wall posting on my classmates wall did make me feel better.
But the more upsetting one was Psychology. I didn't finish the last chapter on Memory, but I read through all the other chapters. I've totally no clue as to why there were things that I should have remembered but I totally forgot. The lobes of the brain, the different parts and their functions, I could recall them while staring at my notes, but come the test it was all a blur. I guess I didn't 'mug' hard enough, but my intellect has always seen me through the rest. Well, my non-existent intellect I should say, considering how it epic failed me last Saturday.
Irritation. Annoyed. Worried. Lost. Garh.
It's break week and I've a list of things that I wanna do. Force me.