
Life just feels so routine. Or rather, too routine.
School, meetings, presentations, tennis, choir...
It just goes in a circle, the checkpoints get mixed up but the circle remains the same.
It's tiring and the longer this persists, the more I lose sight of the end and the more this process seems more laborious and unworthy.
I've friends who show me how trust is so untrustworthy, and I've friends who show me what friends really are. And to be honest, I don't know how to react to either group.
The world's too complicated, too tangled and too effective at affecting.
I need a shot in the arm, an energizer to just kick up some zest for life and then give it some direction. Right now, it's just a walk in the dark with everything ahead being an uncertainty.