Sunday, February 14, 2010
It's the long weekend.
And for the first time ever, I'm not relieved or even excited about the long weekend. My weekend begun in December, and well, it's still ongoing as far as I can tell. So, sadly, I missed out on another cheap thrill of welcoming a mega long weekend, and life's monotony continues.
Well, yes life is uncertain. Yet, I'm pretty confident I've figured out something that is certain. And that would be that shit DOES happen as a certainty. Just when things seem all dainty, rosy and good for once. Some bomb drops out of nowhere, and everything goes into disarray again. Sometimes the bomb may be just blowing up a mirage which your brain has formed and instead reveals reality to you.
I've always admitted to the fact that I'm not a very good friend. Despite this, I've always prided myself to having the best friends in the world. But wow, to have 2 close friends to really not want to believe what I tell them, it does suck. The first one may be over a girl, but hey, as much as I'm fed up and pissed off... at least I can still discount that he's new to these kind of things and all.
But the second person, now that was low. I even have to get through a 'test' just to prove to you? Now, I find that pretty insulting. So really, whatever. Believe what you want and have it your own way, I couldn't care less.
What a post on valentine's... so much for showing appreciation to those around you whom you've built relationships with. Well, as Winnie said, "Friends come and go", maybe it's time I took that advice more seriously.
Mumbled @ {1:23 PM}
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