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Saturday, June 13, 2009


Yeah here I am, it's been a while since I really posted anything really. The days have been flying past, and the months have been moving along with it. This year's been pretty much a blur. The change of department, the posting out, the new environment, the studying, it's shock after shock, but my gyroscopes are holding up. Now the decision to take a break from the choir, one which I was pretty sure would be a right decision and a sacrifice for this time period. It's come under close scrutiny, and as much as I agree with the views of others around me, I guess I just gotta trust myself on this. I should just make the best outta this huh?

It's going to suck later tonight and definitely tomorrow night. I wouldn't go as far as comparing it to ripping my soul out of my body, but maybe a rung or two below that. Come December, I'm sure it's going to be a very different choir from the one I'm taking a step back from now, but I guess that's just the wheels of change going about their very job. Somehow, looking back, the last hiatus I took actually did me some good, but I'm not as optimistic about this one. I'll surely miss the weekly singing, my queer animating and needless to say, the people who make the choir. Tough yes, but pray that it'll be a worthy move and that it'll pay come next year.

I need to reclaim what I've long lost, it's rightfully mine...

Saturdays are going to be miserable from now till December...


Mumbled @ {11:52 AM}
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