It's been a while. Forgive me and curse my WLAN card instead. These past few weeks have been terrible with WLAN conveniently disconnecting once every 30 seconds, and then taking close to an entire minute to reconnect back to the network. Frustrating, sickening and definitely and bother. Can't believe all these happened right after I told my dear Fujitsu that it'll be making way for a Macbook once the new OS arrives. Sensitive bugger this one, gotta watch what I say around him already. Now if he finds out that he's gonna fly out of the window upon Mac's arrival...

ANYWAY, I'm getting more accustomed to life in the guardroom. The mix of people there is amazing. From a hardworking MP, to a slack one, from the noisy RPs to a relatively quieter Kelvin, it's been a blast spending days in camp with them. Studying is the new 'in' thing, and it's also the most depressing thing. Having to fry 6 hours every weekend for classes is painful considering its the precious times that I'm out of the army. But well, I kinda 'asked' for it in the first place, so yes, here's the bitter after-taste. Garh CHEM! It rhymes with damn.

I'm being random here and I'm pretty fine with it. It's liberating to just lie down on my bed and watch my fingers tap note by word and put down random thoughts into neat lines of black characters.

Waiting for Ka Fai outside MG today was pure bliss. Sitting in the bus stop and watching the VS boys play soccer past 7pm. The shouts, the celebrations, the disappointment of missing the goal, every gesture brought back a memory. Even the scene where Mr Sng walked onto the pitch and screamed at those wearing uniforms to stop playing. Needless to say, they continued playing once he left.

Heh. We never change do we?


Is it too early to say that I've lived enough of my life to die peacefully now?

(No, I'm not suicidal, but just a question that pops into my mind once in a while)

Truth be told, my answer now would be a 'Yes'. Let's see if that changes, if ever given the chance to that is.