Tuesday, August 21, 2007
holla
Okay, this is the umpteenth time that I am saying 2007 is a bad year. But today is definately the worst day of the year so far. Thank God I didn't go to school today, it would have made the worst day alot worst. Anyway, trip back to Changi Sports Clinic. I was to review my bone scan results. My appointment was scheduled at 9.15am even though I only got to see the doctor at 10am.
Bone test confirmed that my left shin had very severe stress fractures. The right side had minor ones, but the worry was definately the left. Doc was definately concerned about my shin still hurting despite my 4 week 'rest' since the last appointment. Truth be told, I actually did my NAPFA test within those 4 weeks and kinda aggravated the injury. (Obviously I didn't tell him about this, he might have thrown me out of his clinic). I've been told to avoid stairs (right, how is that ever possible) and to use the escalator. I've been told to even avoid slopes, looks like he has literally grounded me.
I am devastated to say the least. OCS looks like a bygone dream. Even BMT looks.. shaky. I don't want to be a clerk, but if my shin problem persists I don't think I should risk a lifetime of walking just for that 2 years. I want to play soccer, it's not just a passion, it's more of an addiction. I want to run again, run faster than ever before. I miss that feeling of sweating out all my worries and watching everybody else lag behind me and I hate the fact that I am now part of that lagging pack.
Darn it.
Reply Tags:
Dixie:
I'm fat luh.. FAT!!!
Timo:
I agree too. Damn.
Johnny:
Your hugs are hard la, you got too much muscle!
Zeph:
It's the thought that counts bro.
ok... i am off...
Mumbled @ {12:22 PM}
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