Friday, December 29, 2006

Lightning streaks to illuminate the sky,
thunder laughs and mocks my sorrow
My dark eyes stare into the sky,
the dark clouds show no tomorrow.
As raindrops herald the coming of another storm,
I take a step back into the shelter
If heaven is doing all the crying for me,
why don't i feel better?

Everything began from a simple 'hello',
a simple word as far as i know
The result blossomed with every passing day,
deep inside it began to grow.
A natural progression that's unexplainable,
the wonders it brought was simply unbelievable
It created an illusion that's bursting of colours,
in reality it was impossible.

While the sands of time slip away,
the illusion fades and I wake to funeral bells
Some things aren't meant to be,
hope propels but the truth dispels.
I bury my innermost longing,
put up a smile and try to run away
Guess I am not that good an actor,
a lacking that has brought dismay.

Not long after the question was asked,
the harsh reality reared it's head
I knew the answer before it even came,
truth be told...i rather be dead.
Stubborn is my middle name,
It might just be my first and last as well
I'll never let go even though the odds are against me,
In all honesty i can tell.

You've brought that wonder that I lost 2 years ago,
all by yourself
You've listened, stood by and comforted me,
taught me to love myself.
You've taught me true love comes from inside out,
personality over attraction
You've blessed me with care, concern, friendship,
dotted with affection.

If you'll be my best friend till i get a girlfriend,
i don't want one
I rather you put me on a ledge,
and say goodbye with a gun.
Sometimes it's the knowledge that hurts the most,
I'll swear by my dying breath
Looking into the mirror I realise,
Nothing's as sweet as what I can't have.

Mumbled @ {2:23 AM}
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