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Thursday, August 03, 2006
holla
well...
some days just suck...
especially when you bring it upon yourself...
it was all going fine till the last period...
being so damn bored, i decided to nick jon's phone..
and k.p.o
but i guess, one phrase i saw there really had its effect on me...
i cant remember the exact words, but i do remember the content...
it was that same exact words that i sent you that time..
the time when things between us went so cold...
"you fell in love with someone who is not me..."
those were my words...
despite the fact that what i saw today wasnt exactly a carbon copy...
it actually brought me down that same old memory road...
it totally took my mind off the last lesson...
i think i was either staring into emptiness...
or just dreaming...
either way it ruined my mood and just filled my mind...
i left class in with a clouded mind..
tripped over evan's laptop wire and sent the laptop on its death journey..
if not for that timely intervention from yC though...
whatever happened after that was just a blur, and now..
i find myself at home infront of my laptop screen..
why oh why...
The Ghost Of You and Me...
never sets me free does it?
Let my shadow past, and you would see the light.
Breathe freely again, and look at the world that is full of love.
Do not dwell on the past, but learn from them.
I would never stop loving you, but i know that our time has long gone.
my words to you...
your reminder to me...
it was easy when it rolled off my tongue...
but its impossible when i try to put it into actions...
the cycle of hurt...
heal damn'it...
evan: sorry about your laptop mate..
yC: thanks for saving that laptop aye?
tammy: i know you wont read this, but anyway..sorry for me just shrugging and walking off when you said something to me at the school gate.. i didnt really register it...
ok...i am off....
Mumbled @ {4:53 PM}
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