Thursday, June 01, 2006
holla
TPJC choir concert was cool...
haha, the fact that i managed to see so many people that i know...
and these are the people that i've grown to love and now forced to miss...
kinda sad actually...
im just wondering...
every time i visit TPJC or attend stuff like this and i see the school people...
all so carefree and friendly, it just really tugs the heartstrings hard...
im always left wondering after that...
whether staying there would have been better, or leaving would have been better...
i guess its a question that no one could answer huh?
but the thought is always there...
seeing the smiling faces...
the ones that had to go through the same horrible canteen food...
the ones that dont know the school song...
the ones that i once regarded as schoolmates....
i guess the 3months i spent there would be the highlight of my JC life...
despite the fact that my PROPER jc life would be spent in CJ...
i dont doubt the fact that at the end of my cj days, all the people i know there will just part then on... seperate paths that never converge....
unlike my TP friends, many whom i still keep in contact with..
and whom i will treasure...
the warmth and openess of TP is just matched by the mugger-ness of CJ...
yes yes, eventually this mugger attitude in CJ might get me decent results...
but i guess at the cost of joy and laughter...
and so i have to trudge back to CJ...
only to painfully realise that i have left the place that actually put a smile on my face...
Victoria School- Home
TPJC- Honeymoon cum Holiday Chalet
CJC- School..
ok...i am off...
Mumbled @ {12:38 PM}
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