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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
holla
Warning: This is gonna be a really long and soapy post, if you want crappy stuff... come back another day.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Well, Fort Minor...how you sum up the feelings...
well, here i am...
at the stroke of midnight, with the 31st of May 2006 slowly ticking away into history...
well, yes, time flies doesnt it...
J.a.O
i dont even think you know i have a blog, let alone read it...
but well, i just need a place to vomit out all this thoughts, and i guess this are exactly things that i would say to you if i had the chance...
2 years ago...
the word 'relationship' was actually put along side 'monopoly' , 'scrabble', 'chess' so on and so forth...
it was a game... nothing more...
oh well, we played and we lost...
why?
i dont know, till today i still cant point out the exact reason...
was it my catholicism that clashed with your protestant beliefs?
or was it my insensitivity that always brushed your sensitive nature?
maybe the simple fact that we werent mature enough and ready?
well, for all i know, it may be a little of everything...
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
so yes...
i took a walk just now...
back at where it began and where it ended...
esplanade...
i still remember the first time you went there..
you kept on complaining that the place was stuffy and everything cause it was actually kinda new...
and also the last time...
where you actually said that the waves would actually bring all the solace to us...
whether it did or not, i dont actually know.
at that time, the words "lets just end this" seemed difficult to say...
but now, i realised that was the easiest part, and trying to get on after that was indeed the difficult part...
its amazing how someone can just walk into your life and leave such an impact that it changes a small yet significant part of you...
despite you being a protestant, you somehow strenghtened my faith made me actually treasure my church and the community...
i cant exactly tell if i actually miss you or not...
its just an answer that i dont want to ever know...
but i'll never forget the times that i spent with you...
bittersweet it may have been...
Girl we're star-crossed and can't escape
We're condemned and can only wait
At this time now it's far too late
To save us from our fate
somewhere deep down, i know i'll love you forever...
peace out dear...
Mumbled @ {11:57 PM}
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