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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

holla

ok, i returned to hell today...
ok, as usual...
i came home feeling shitty AGAIN..
..or well, as ALWAYS...
hmmmmph...
we had inter-class debate today...
its some tournament like thingy..
ok, i got sabo-ed into being the 3rd speaker of my team...
and well, the other team(class) the speakers all damn prepared la..
typed out notes and everything all ready...
my team...
WE HAD NOTHING...
ZERO...
...so ya, all we did was just rebutt them..

and the MOST UNFAIR part...
we won..
i mean, WTH...
we dont deserve it ONE bit..
i felt so damn bad...
i shouldnt have re-butted them, i should have just said some rubbish and sat down instead...
i really feel damn rubbish now...
life's never fair...
=(

i hate myself...
i made that team lose when they didnt deserve to...
i just deserve to be shot dead or stoned to death or be trampled to death...
..i just hate life...


Mumbled @ {9:48 PM}
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