Friday, January 13, 2006
holla
yes, back from holiday camp...
and surprisingly, i am sick...
OFFICIALLY SICK OF SLACKING
i mean, i never ever thought i'll ever say that...
i mean, im VICTORIAN
but then again, i'm sick...
i wanna study...and thats what TPJC doesnt do...
this is horrible...
im guilty that i am wasting 3 months of my precious life...
...doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...
and i'm disgusted by that...
it'll be so sad if i die tomorrow...
and the last things i did was to waste TIME(and life also)
...
=(
its like ever since i've gone to JC, everything has suddenly turned sour...
like some chain reaction that all began the moment i step foot into that college...
co-incidence you may say, but i beg to differ...
it may sound stupid to blame to JC(it sounds stupid to me as well)
but i cant help it, i dnt hate nor like the JC... and im not neutral either...
its just inching towards hate day by day, but its not there yet...
maybe the nice people slow down the 'hate' meter...
gosh...i want my results a.s.a.p...
please....
please....
please...
nothing has been right since i heard something from a friend...
and its not easy going around forcing the smile and jokes either...
=(
ok...i am off...
Mumbled @ {10:48 PM}
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