
I've moved on. I really have. But somehow I've this penchant for lingering in the used-to-be. For no apparent rhyme or reason. Or maybe I'm just a sucker for nostalgia.
Then again, I'm comfortable where I am now. It's simply me, myself and I. As much as I say that, I most probably can't live without my friends, but yet sometimes I wish I had more control of my own emotions rather than leaving it in the mercy of those around.
Contradictions, complications, yet I lack comprehension.
It'll be nice to sail away, start anew... away from 20 years of memories... then again, when the time comes, I don't think I can just drop everything and walk away. These chains are voluntary, yet they drag me down emotionally.
I'm going to get myself out, let's roll.