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Sunday, June 25, 2006

holla

so yes...
june's gone!
and along with it went the holidays also...
haha, im guilty...
guilty of not studying for the mid years, (maybe definately not hard enough)
but ya...
here i am, typing this entry with my first paper due in less than 18 hours time!
but haiz, i think condemned to FFF already...
totally sucky...

i was just tidying up my drawers...
saw my primary school photos and all that...
yes yes, i had ZERO life then, but my studies were god like...
haha, i guess now i've swapped having a life for my grades eh?
worth it?
its hard to give a definate answer...
but i guess its more towards the 'no' zone...
the 'life' im enjoying now, most probably will be of no more if my academics continue its downward slide...
and that isnt good news..
no, not at all...

so yes, its easy to tell myself to study...
knowing myself, i dont have to mug..
i have the necessary intellect, i just have to study normally...
but i just cant mug!
its something that i seemed to have left behind in primary school...
and i went through 4years at VS squeezing my intellect dry just to get me through...
it got me average O level results, though no where near my capability...
so yes, ive become the Spain of Education..
Talented and everything, yet under-performing..
ive gone through 15years of education, and if all goes well, next year will be my last...
before NS, and hopefully Uni...
i just have to get back my momentum and whack the promos, then go on and mock the As...
somehow.. i cant let cambridge beat me...
i have to..

but...
how?

ok...i am off...


Mumbled @ {4:06 PM}
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